This is for Sian and I, it's a message from Sonali.

Nothing to say, except maybe what this band says in this song...

LAST DAYS OF APRIL LYRICS

"Piano"

no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
i mean everythings in me
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
i mean everythings in me
when you dress up in black
when you let them attack
when you close your eyes to all thats bright.
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
through go through it all
i'll lead you through it all
went through it once of course i can't recall.
i can't recall when i
i can't recall where i
i can't recall how to sew this mess
so through this you will go
and read through all alone
theres noone better no thing than you
theres noone better no thing better than you
theres noone better no thing
its you, you, you.

I do actually have something to say, but i'm not sure how universal it is...

When someone moves you...

Everyday without seems to sink into a boulder,

Cold, hard, coarse, eroding, crumbling grain by grain.

Taken away by the washing of waves and the trickling tide.

Drifting, floating, the current directs your course.

Circling, much like a feather riding a zephyr.

There is no self-control, no freedom of movement.

You are passive.  You are out of motivation.

Had an operation! oh yeah! soo fun! till i woke up and it hurt.  But yeah i wasnt the first

one this month.  There was Jen and her leg and Sacha with his hernia.

Here's to my hernia bro, cheers!

Yeah he had a kick ass room with a fridge and seats and everything.

I had a room with three beds but lucky that there was only one occupied and only for the

first night.  Soo here are pics from my experience:

My bed, lovely.

The other guests in my room. They were very quiet.

Me in my cool operating gear. Wheeling around in that thing was soo cool!

Loved my bed sheets!

My shaved belly before...

My shaved belly after.  I actually have five holes in me, one bandage covers two.

K, so that was a bit of fun... can't wait to bring in the new year and party!

There must be something in the way I feel that she don want me to feel.
The stare she bares cut me, I don care you see so what if I bleed

I could never change just what I feel
My face will never show what is not real

A mountain never seems to have the need to speak. A look that shares so many seek
The sweetest feeling I got from you. The things I said to you were true

I could never change just what I feel
My face will never show what is not real

I could have lied I such a fool
My eyes could never never never
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but I fucked up now...

The Red Hot Chili Peppers - I Could Have Lied

The Alluring Veranda

Walking down the way in, it's pain on pain

Approaching a moment of butterflies.

There, the balcony of our existence.

Hopefull that you were in that cloud, Don't Stop!

Throwing wishes down, I must Mind My Head.

Love decends like a veil, bathed us, Don't Stop!

An awkward eye collision let us feel

The thrill of this game commencing, Don't Stop!

I've been falling apart slowly, y'know,

Sometimes the first thing you want never comes.

We knew we would lose, never playing, oh...

Reaching inside of me, mused upon you.

I'm loosing direction, I've lost my head.

It lacks a rhyme scheme and any rythm but whatever... It's a trip down memory lane.

(Little sister) SARAH"S BIRTHDAY TODAY! That's Magic BTW! hahaha!!! "Spaniard!"

Look! It's Cheuky! Happy Birthday!

(I took it down, cuz Cheuky's MAD at me. oops! sorry Cheuky! Its still funny though)

HAHAHAHA!!!

This is me juggling shotput balls after Primary Sports Day!

OMG! Vid from the eyes of Alan! Clement thanks!